i got a personal email today and was personally invited by the princ of that rural district to apply for the position next year. this is invitation #2. they must not be getting a lot of applications, or they are being really picky about who to interview. it sounds pretty much like they will interview me. apparently, one of my old professors recommended me.

hmmmm.

but here’s the even better second thing of today:

i got an email from my director asking me to call him, which i promptly do.

he tells me, and it’s like he’s whispering, that i can’t tell anyone about our conversation.

to make a long story short, he may, (may) be able to get me into the school i want to be in. per.frm.ng arts acdmy.

whoo hooo!

don’t tell a soul. it’s not for sure, but we both know i am the perfect person for that position.

so i have two good possibilities.

i feel hope.

now if i could just get all this old financial stuff FINALLY taken care of (yes, some bullshit has once again reared its ugly head) then i’d feel much better.

it’s not like it won’t be taken care of (i’m not writing about the latest thing that happens to not be my fault and a big mistake and no one seems to care so i guess i need a lawyer to take care of it), but it’s just very stressful having to deal with it.

i’m coping by immersing myself in music.

so that’s the newest scoop. we shall see…