somebody is very interested in reading my entire blog. i’m not too happy about it. may be ending this one soon. like sooner than i planned.

i’ve been off on vacation since last friday. tonight i finally broke out the liquor. bailey’s on ice.

nephew’s concert on friday was awesome. very handsome music director who i got to meet.

saturday was the book thing in rachacha. very fun, though the weather sucked. met three cool authors. one of them added me to his FB and then i invited him to a writing site and he accepted. he’s very very handsome and well….it was just nice. when i went up to get his autograph, he said “weren’t you in the last session?” uhm. yes. i was.

he noticed me. apparently. that was nice.

and his note to me the next day was kinda cute.

it was nice to be flirted with by a young, handsome, intelligent man. and an author of three books and one screenplay.

class sucked tonight. it’s almost over. about two more weeks. god. i can’t wait. tonight there was yet another incident.

the good thing was i had to get the new security guard, who was very handsome.

anyway. drinking. chatting on FB. tomorrow pedicures and lunch with D. very much looking forward to that.

i miss online crush.

too busy or tired to write here, or haven’t had much to say. i’m starting to feel like this might be the end of yet another blog of mine. first it was the dating one. then the arts one that morphed that moved to wordpress and changed there too. then one hosted on my own server space, then this one, which i created so someone would stop reading all my inner thoughts and feelings. now that he’s stopped (i don’t think he’s read this blog in a long time, or at least, it’s pretty hard to tell in a long time) it’s funny, i don’t feel like writing here anymore. that’s not the reason of course, it’s because i bore myself.

who cares anymore about stupid crushes i have? not even me, really. it’s all become so tiresome. perhaps as well, to the small number of readers i have still. who knows.

i’ll keep the blog, probably, because when things are slow, i’ll find something to bitch about. ha ha. i’m thinking i’ll get rid of all of them, the photo ones, the professional ones. i have too much stuff online to keep track of. must think about narrowing it all down somehow.

we shall see. if only i could import it all into one space, somehow…

thinking…

iloveyou

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inspired by this post.

in this heart

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i wonder if i’ll ever get over online crush….

tired. going to bed…