i applied for the job overseas as i mentioned. not the Spain one (that was over a month ago, and it wasn’t a firm opening) but the Egypt one. of course, i realized that i’ve applied to them 3X already. this is time #4. perhaps they’ll just interview me for fun. like: “who’s this silly girl who keeps applying but doesn’t have a snowball chance in the desert?”

now i’ve just got to put it out of my mind.

if i don’t go, it’s a new car and a house for me. at least, this is the tentative plan…