and into the mood.

the drinking has commenced. i’m going here for dinner in a little while.

i shall be home before midnight, because i despise not having anyone to kiss and feeling like an old maid. in addition to the fact that i don’t like to drive after midnight. too many drunken people.

i will be wearing my green silk shantung blouse (which always gets rave reviews and makes me feel pretty) and black boots and skirt. in addition, i will wear the necklace given to me by the old man.

i will adore him, whether he can deal with it or not. or whether i can deal with it or not. i’m not sure who’s having more trouble with the situation…or maybe i’m the only one having difficulty…i don’t know… in any case. i know i have issues i have to deal with that make me difficult to deal with on his end. i suppose it’s best to leave things be, for the moment.  it is what it is. there’s nothing to be done.

peace my friends.