a difficult artist/writer at the moment. however, the article i was said i would write for that nat org who emailed and asked me to do it, was changed in some ways DRASTICALLY (meaning, she added stuff i didn’t even have in there at all, including untrue information). because i’ve been upset this week, my concentration has been very poor, but still, you don’t just add shit that you made up.

so i corrected it. some of the changes were fine, though i feel it doesn’t flow the way i write in some places now, but i’m not going to argue about every change. if it was fiction, well then, maybe i would. but i’m tired and i don’t care about some of it.

but when it comes to changing actual facts or adding stuff that doesn’t belong, well, then i draw the line. i’m being picky now, but if you’re going to change all kinds of shit, then i’m going to say something about it.

they’re paying me. but honestly, you found me, you knew my style of writing–it’s an introspective, emotional take on a once in a lifetime experience, i don’t WANT it to read like a journalistic account.

grrrrr. i’m tired. i have to get some sleep tonight.

out.