we went for a long walk tonight. he held my hand and put up with me stopping all the time to shoot photos. we sat by the reflecting pool in front of the music hall for a long time, telling stories about ourselves and he told me jokes. he’s pretty funny. he does some stand up. he makes me laugh. was more himself tonight i think, being goofy–which is my humor too. we made out in my downstairs hallway for a little bit. i successfully am making things go slow. well, as slow as they can go when he lives across the street and we’ve now seen each other two times in two days. he told me everyone at work told him today he seemed so happy. i asked him why? he said “because i had so much fun with you.”

i can feel my commitment issues rearing their ugly hydra heads. trying just to enjoy what’s happening and not freak out and not analyze too much. i’m doing okay.