well. he wrote to me this morning in response to my impulsive IM offline about not hearing back from him and wondering if he’s committed elsewhere.

he “sounded” angry in his response. lots of exclamation marks make one think a person just might be angry. and a sad face. he said YOU”RE WRONG. not,

i know you’ve been hurt and are having a hard time with trust right now, which is understandable considering what you’ve been through and that you don’t know me, but i ASSURE you i am single and available.

people really really need communication skills training. or else, he doesn’t care how i feel really. he’s also taking it personally, which in my opinion is ridiculous. i SAID i needed and wanted to take things slowly, for this very reason. it wouldn’t matter WHO it is.

i need TIME to trust.

then he accused ME of being the one committed elsewhere. HA HA HA HA HA HA. that’s just hilarious. oh, why? because another man happened to call me while i was on a date with you?

better get used to that if you want to date me. i have many many male friends, and they are NOT going anywhere.

if he’s dating others, fine. but committed is another story.

anyway. i just wrote back to him and explained where i’m at. i better not get another angry response or that’s the end of it.

and could it be him who somehow found this blog? someone in NJ, from a major corp, was reading all the dating posts and relationship posts.

well. this blog is meant for me. if he read it, so be it. i have a right to vent and try to figure things out, out loud, here.

rehearsal tonight. the marathon begins.

peace.