very scary. i was up at 4 AM and couldn’t fall back asleep. no school today. and i have a physical therapy appointment but i don’t think i’m going to it. the whole house is shaking. my computer, literally, right now is shaking as i’m writing this.

the TV reception is gone (no cable) but still have power, though the lights have been flickering. i better charge my batteries. the door to the attic outside is swinging back and forth and slamming into the wall. i’m not going out there to try and fix it. no way.  i think some of the glass might have broken in it. i heard some glass break a little bit ago.

wind is coming in every possible crevice. i had to take clear thick tape and tape up all the seams of my windows, and they are brand new windows. just shows you how shoddy a job the landlord did.

i’m going to try the TV again.

seriously. this is pretty scary. in some ways, i’m dammed glad so many trees came down last year when i wasn’t here, because now they aren’t threatening to come down on me.

whole house is shuddering. computer shaking. windows rattling.

scared…it’s not going to end for another 12 hours…i may have to go to david’s. i don’t like being alone during this.